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Ares
Clan Jade Falcon
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 Posted: 06-Jun-2002 21:16 Post subject: Blue |
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thanks everyone, I'm kind of coming to terms with what happened. It wasn't like "i'm gonna kill myself" but I was definatly blue. There's a whole lot of backstory about this I feel like sharing, just to get it off my chest so I can rest peacefully.
My first crush ever: I liked her since the beginning of my 7th grade year. She was in all my classes, and I was completely obsessed (no, not like stalker-obsessed). So finally, on my birthday, Oct. 6th, we had a band march for my high school (stevenson). As I'm walking up to my car, she says bye to me and smiles (she never noticed me before, I like kind of melted on the spot). So finally, my friends can't stand me anymore and tell her that I have something to say. So, during lunch, she walks over and I ask her out in front of the whole grade. She says "maybe" and then the bell rings. I get a note in my next class saying "I'm really, really, really sorry, but no" (i kept the letter for a while, then finally ripped it up one day while I was depressed. Now I really wish I hadn't, it was the first (and only) note I ever got). So, I was depressed (clinically) for about a month, then I recovered. School year rolls on, and I like her best friend for about a week, but thats about it, nothing else happens. Now, at the last dance, she asks me to dance at the last slow dance. Thing is, I announced to my friends the day before I was moving and I wouldn't be here next year, and word spread. Day after, she AIM's me and is acting really flirty. So, I was gonna try to ask her out again, but i'd only see her for about a week. Her birthday is June 13th, my last day of school. So, I really felt like shit for a while until I kinda mentally pulled myself up by the bootlaces and dealed with it.
For future refrence: hockey, extremely long bike rides, lemonade, music (especially Eminem's new CD (really!)and creed (the opening of my sacrifice still rings in my ears), SoF2, MECH4, shopping for cool stuff, and bullshitting with your friends are all nice ways to relieve stress. Considering I'm 13, I've never tried the alcohol approach, and never hope to. I have some friends that do, and well, the problems don't go away, they just recede for a whie and actually get bigged cause you don't deal with them. Maybe I'm a little wiser from all of this.
[ This Message was edited by: Ares on 2002-06-06 21:17 ]
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Sir Henry
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| Posted: 06-Jun-2002 21:22 Post subject: Blue |
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Livonia Stephenson??????
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Talen
Capellan Confederation
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| Posted: 06-Jun-2002 21:39 Post subject: Blue |
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Hope you are doing okay, dude...I know your problem all too well. Not sure if anything I can say is gonna be any help...but dont let yourslelf get too stressed about it. I used to get upset when people told me this, but she is just a girl, and not worth going mental over at your age.
Wow...I sound so old...
6 years older...but only 3 days wiser...
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Mordel
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| Posted: 06-Jun-2002 22:56 Post subject: Blue |
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Well, if I had a nickel for every girl that broke my heart and left me wanting to drink the Budweiser factory dry, I'd be a millionaire. Well, ok, I'd really only have about $.70, but it sure as hell felt like it could've been a million buckaroos.
Trust me when I say this, and I think everyone agrees, don't let it drag you down too far. There are always others and things ALWAYS get better. Heck, seemed like every time I got hurt, the next one that came along was 10x better. Course, usually I was still drunk and still sorta blinded and all, but hey...
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Talen
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| Posted: 06-Jun-2002 23:37 Post subject: Blue |
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Well, i've been sober for them all....and I am too happy right now to think there ould be better...but 3 months ago i was suicidal!
Aour friend will pull through!
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Ares
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| Posted: 09-Jun-2002 16:03 Post subject: Blue |
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DAMMIT! DAMMIT! DAMMIT!
I just got done talking to her and actually made some progress, and then when she logs off AIM, so did I without saving the MOTHER****** convo. piece of shit...
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| Posted: 10-Jun-2002 17:03 Post subject: Blue |
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On 2002-06-09 16:03, Ares wrote:
DAMMIT! DAMMIT! DAMMIT!
I just got done talking to her and actually made some progress, and then when she logs off AIM, so did I without saving the MOTHER****** convo. piece of shit...
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Umm, if you have to save a copy of the conversation to prove that you made progress, then maybe this isn't something that you really need to be pursuing at the moment. I think we've all been there to some degree. At least I know I have. It's not worth it. At best you waste sapce saving every scrap of conversation (and if anyone else ever saw it, would they think you were an obsessive stalker? you have to ask yourself that). Worst case is you wasted all of that space, and when things go permanently wrong and fall apart you have to sift through all of it to see what is relevant and needs to be kept and what needs to be thrown out, and it just hurts all that much all over again.
Here, have a drink on me, whatever chihawk will let you have.
*Ronin asks Alexis to get him whatever drink he wants, billed to Ronin's tab, and gives Alexis a 5 C-Bill tip for her efforts*
*when the drink arrives, Ronin toasts with his bottle of IBC Root Beer*
Women. You can't..., well you just can't. The sooner you accept that, the easier life will be. 
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Vagabond
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| Posted: 10-Jun-2002 18:29 Post subject: Blue |
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here here... --as vagabond raises his glass of tea--
ooc- well i'm a lucky bastard right now so.
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Ares
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| Posted: 10-Jun-2002 20:46 Post subject: Blue |
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point taken...well, today I closed the final chapter in the book. Check the post from the bar and grill....at least I guess I can move on now.
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Ronin
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| Posted: 11-Jun-2002 21:49 Post subject: Blue |
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On 2002-06-10 18:29, Vagabond wrote:
here here... --as vagabond raises his glass of tea--
ooc- well i'm a lucky bastard right now so.
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Well, then at least one of us is...
Congrats!
Ronin
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Pinhead
The Bloody Clans
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| Posted: 12-Jun-2002 09:02 Post subject: Blue |
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Rodeo sex...
and no that is not sex with Cows
Pin
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Ares
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| Posted: 12-Jun-2002 11:39 Post subject: Blue |
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where the hell did that enter the thread?
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| Posted: 12-Jun-2002 15:11 Post subject: Blue |
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The original question was how do you help yourself stop feeling blue..
That was my answer to that particular question.
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| Posted: 12-Jun-2002 16:07 Post subject: Blue |
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I am familiar with Rodeo sex, but I think it would be my death to try it 
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